rehabitual | (no subject)

idk man
i get where jules is coming from
and i kinda feel the same way? if u want me 2 be honest
but at the same time it feels kind of wrong not 2
like i feel like if im just like ok sure he's teddie then its like tossing our teddie aside 4 the next closest thing u know
but i also feel like shutting theo out is kind of like shutting teddie out just bcuz he like. got a haircut or something
i know its not the same thing but do u get what im saying

I guess It sucks but I guess I get it

[ ... ]

He really helped me When u guys weren't here He didn't even have a reason to help me and it hurt him but he did it anyway But I'm not pretending he and Teddie are 100% the same or anything I know they aren't Theo was looking forward to meet u

[ dom can say he doesn't think theo and teddie are the same, but felix doesn't believe him 100%. which is fine! if felix ended up somewhere in the future alone, he'd probably gravitate toward the most familiar, most comforting thing he could find. for dom, he imagines that's... theo. so it's hard to fault him for trusting so easily. ]

i know we havent been exactly throwing confetti about him but
im glad u had someone
he seems nice
its just going 2 take us some getting used 2 i think
jules especially
we dont have the same kind of connection u do with teddie so its not so easy 2 let our guards down

[ ... ]

ill try 2 be more open tho ok

I appreciate it Just don't be surprised if he hits on u

[ exactly zero people on this and the other earth would be surprised ]

Are u going to prom

in what world would that ever be surprising dom

[ or what universe. whatever. ]

probably yeah
a partys a party & free booze is free booze
r u going ? come with me & jules

[ has he asked julian if he's going yet? no. ]

Ur right... Did u ask him to go or did he ask u

[ it's time to have this talk felix ]

[ 🚫. ]

?
i was just gonna drag him with
parties r better with friends

[ casually sidesteps the fact that half the time he and julian end up at the same party, they don't leave the party without having made out at some point, at the very least, just to not mention it at all afterwards. it's fineee. ]

Dude

dude ?

Ur allowed to ask him to go with u Like WITH u Not as a "friend" Hope u know that

y would i do that

[ SWEATS dom what the fuck ]

So u can practice for when we go back home?

[ okok fine ]

I don't know how often u guys forget that I can hear ur hearts

very often

[ f uc k. ]

anyway that shits crazy
r u going 2 prom or not

[ Oh no he's smiling again. Unfortunate. ]

Yea I'm going to prom

[ Even though his last (real) school dance was a disaster ]

do u want 2 come with me then

[ "me" instead of "us" now. interesting. ]

as friends or whatever

[ ... ]

or do u have plans already

[ iiinteresting. ]

Sure I'll go with u If that will help