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[ Fuck. He can already see Jules shoving more silver weapons at Felix.

... And maybe he should. ]

I don't want to say it

its ok dom

[ typing deleting typing deleting typing deleting ]

u know we wouldnt be mad at u rite ?
if something happened

[ well. felix probably wouldn't be mad, jury's out on jules and everyone else, but still. ]

whats it like
when ur the wolf
or do u even remember
i didnt think it would be like shaking off a fur suit when its over

[ It's okay, Dom. He's spent his life thinking about how horrible losing control would be that he never imagined being told otherwise. Brb, the boy is having a little cry. Okay, back: ]

I don't remember Sometimes I have dreams tho Not sure if they're memories or I'm making it all up Yea it's gross...

[ baby boy. babie. ]

well did u dream about us
maybe i can tell u whats real & what isnt

[ not likely, but let him be an optimist for a minute. ]

idk it was kinda cool
like in a super fucked up way but still
& ur pink lol
somehow that feels like the craziest part

No... I'll tell u if I do tho And then u can let me know

[ And now that made him smile, wow. ]

It's because of the stupid spell I messed up My hair went back to normal in Feb When everyone's magic got taken away That felt weird

ok sounds good

i kinda figured it was that lol
but u dont see a pink werewolf every day so it was a little bit surprising

[ felix you don't even see "regular" werewolves every day (dom excluded), shut up. ]

the no magic thing or ur hair not being pink ?
idk if i would recognize u rite away anymore if ur hair was normal

I wonder what other werewolves would think of the pink If I ever met one Not that I want to Both I wasn't looking at mirrors all the time but u know... I kept forgetting it wasn't pink anymore Also didn't have my scar for a while Or the sigil Whens the last time u had ur real hair color?

y not?
i thought packs were important

[ in b4 his coven is his pack or whatever. ]

wat do u mean this is my real hair color
no jk
uhhh idk at least 4 years ago? maybe 3
it used 2 be red b4 the green tho
& brown b4 the red

how can someone ? or i guess anyone
just take away ppls magic ? & ur scar & sigil
i dont like the sound of that

I don't know about any of that

[ Blah blah complicated feelings because I'm a werewolf but also hate werewolves for killing my dad and ruining my life— ]

Lol Mine's really dark

[ Surely no one could tell from looking at his eyebrows or anything? ]

It had something to do with a summoning of a spirit or whatever Some people wanted to figure out how death works here and everything got fucked Everybody that wasn't human suddenly became human Everybody with magic or powers or whatever didn't have them anymore But then the library started coming up with some weird liquid that gave us new powers IDK It was weird It sucked

yeah i kinda guessed by ur eyebrows

the library ?
like the place with books
wtf does that mean

Yeah U don't know about it? That place has some weird stuff happening Sometimes if u ask for something it'll just make it appear Teddie [ oop delete rewrite ] Theo thinks it's alive but IDK Probably just more stupid magic

so like a genie
but library shaped
ok. weird as shit but

did u know theres a blockbuster here
& a meat room supposedly
all thats missing is a food court & this place is basically a mall

[ yeah, you know, the mall. notorious for having a room made of meat. ]

Basically yea... I knew about the meat room Kinda hard to miss the smell If u wanna talk about weird as shit Guess ur right A mall that wants us to dress up fancy every night and then get naked for no good reason Tho right now it wants us to dress up for school or whatever

yea im tryna get juleses dork ass in a tie lol

[ for completely innocent reasons. ]

speaking of tho
how come u dont want 2 talk about this stuff with him

U know he already carries a silver ring around with him right? If I tell him any of this he'll start wearing armor or something

yeah i know

[ casually doesn't mention how many times julian has tried to push something silver on him "for protection, just in case". ]

he mite
but it also mite help him realize how serious u take this kinda stuff
& how much u dont actually want 2 hurt any1 even tho it doesnt seem that way when ur snapping ur jaws @ us

IDK... I think he's just going to be an ass about it But no I don't want to hurt any of u

[ he says, after he went a little crazy and almost bit off Julian's fingers last month.,. ]

Hey what do u think about Theo?

hes kind of an ass about everything tho
i say that with love but still

[ anyway, onto more.. important matters. ]

what do u mean
thats kind of a broad q

[ it's not, he's just stalling for a minute. ]

[ Well, he ain't wrong. ]

Do u think he's OK or not Jules keeps saying we shouldn't trust him

idk man
i get where jules is coming from
and i kinda feel the same way? if u want me 2 be honest
but at the same time it feels kind of wrong not 2
like i feel like if im just like ok sure he's teddie then its like tossing our teddie aside 4 the next closest thing u know
but i also feel like shutting theo out is kind of like shutting teddie out just bcuz he like. got a haircut or something
i know its not the same thing but do u get what im saying

I guess It sucks but I guess I get it

[ ... ]

He really helped me When u guys weren't here He didn't even have a reason to help me and it hurt him but he did it anyway But I'm not pretending he and Teddie are 100% the same or anything I know they aren't Theo was looking forward to meet u

[ dom can say he doesn't think theo and teddie are the same, but felix doesn't believe him 100%. which is fine! if felix ended up somewhere in the future alone, he'd probably gravitate toward the most familiar, most comforting thing he could find. for dom, he imagines that's... theo. so it's hard to fault him for trusting so easily. ]

i know we havent been exactly throwing confetti about him but
im glad u had someone
he seems nice
its just going 2 take us some getting used 2 i think
jules especially
we dont have the same kind of connection u do with teddie so its not so easy 2 let our guards down

[ ... ]

ill try 2 be more open tho ok

I appreciate it Just don't be surprised if he hits on u

[ exactly zero people on this and the other earth would be surprised ]

Are u going to prom

in what world would that ever be surprising dom

[ or what universe. whatever. ]

probably yeah
a partys a party & free booze is free booze
r u going ? come with me & jules

[ has he asked julian if he's going yet? no. ]

Ur right... Did u ask him to go or did he ask u

[ it's time to have this talk felix ]